Thursday, June 28, 2012

2 years gone by

 Oh my sweet little Levi.  How has it already been two L O N G years since you came and went?  I am so grieved by your absence. 


 I miss you.  Each time I look at your little brother I miss you.  I grieve for the things you would be learning, for the pictures we don't have, the memories...the kisses & snuggles.  I wish I was filling this post with silly pictures of you destroying a cake...but I only have the same few pictures as last year...and the year before. 


Oh little boy, you have left such a  big hole in my heart.  You are a hero and you will never be forgotten.  Daddy & momma love you so very much.  We miss you every day.  

”For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.” -Psalm 139: 13-16


 

“Do not judge the bereaved mother.
She comes in many forms.
She is breathing, but she is dying.
She may look young, but inside she has become ancient.
She smiles, but her heart sobs.
She walks, she talks, she cooks, she cleans, she works, she IS,
but she IS NOT, all at once.
She is here, but part of her is elsewhere for eternity.”







3 comments:

Ausmerican Housewife said...

Gorgeous little boy. <3 Levi <3

Chirleen Evans said...

Happy birthday, Levi! He's ao beautiful!! I lost my son Caleb 4-17-12 I was only 22 weeks pregnant. I can't imagine a day when he won't be on my mind at all times. He consumes me. It's the only way I have to hold on to him. Levi's photos are gorgeous!

Crystal said...

Beautiful pictures of a beautiful boy!